before you walk into my life.
you need to know something about me. you need to know that im a very insecure person, i have very low self esteem, im not perfect. i am everything but perfect. i find it hard to trust people now. ive made mistakes in the past, and ive learned to live with them. ive learned to accept people for who they really are, its not hard. sometimes i cant be bothered anymore. sometimes i dont even want to be alive anymore, but, the thing is. i have a million reasons to be alive and i just havent found them all yet. i miss the people that i shouldnt even think about anymore. ive liked, ive loved, ive been hurt. i have hurt people. im not perfect. but hey, this is me. and before you walk into my life, you need to know these things. because, if walk into my life, you cant just walk out of my life when things are getting hard. just like all those other assholes did.